I don't even know how to start this blog ....I am in tears and still trying to process everything......my heart hurts.....and I want to scream..... this is the hardest thing for me to have to write........ but after a year of waiting and fighting with the VA Ricky finally got a rating YAAAA should be a good happy time..... but its not.....the VA has started a new claim up on him and will not release any money until this claim has a decision on it,....which could take 6months..... so after many tears and mental brake downs.....it has come down to this.........our savings is gone.......unemployment has stopped.......and here we sit.....we are drowning and feels like we might not make it...........we have to move...... all of our stuff will be put into storage......and we are having to move into Ricky's parents house.....I am so sad to be losing our house.....and having to move in with someone.......but its our last option ... I am still not sure how we are going to pay for our moving truck and gas and storage ......but I am sure something will work out..... please pray for my family at this time....I worry about the kids and Ricky and how they will handle all this...pray that i can stay strong and get through this...... pray that it is not long before we can get back on our feet....... ok i must go i have a TON of packing to get done!
Love always a frustrated wife......
Bekah
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