However this past week has been a bad week for me! I have really been having a hard time with life.....I feel like I am at a strange point of my life and I am not sure how to fix it...I feel like I need to make major changes but not sure how.... It is almost like I woke up and I had no idea how my life got to the point it was at........sometimes I sit back and think about all the things I would do different but then i remind myself that all these things made me stronger and maybe redoing them would make my life even more crazy! I am not really sure that any of this even makes sense but it makes sense in my mind lol! now that i have rambled I am going to go get ready for bed I am soo tired and cant seem to sleep at night :( untill my next random thought!
It makes sense to me...I have often thought the same things...that I wish I had done some things differently, but at that time in my life it was the best decision I knew how to make and I wouldn't have learned any better if I hadn't "lived and learned"...I guess that's just life...living and learning and making the most of the life we have. We can't change the past, so it's a complete waste to live there...and worry doesn't solve anything, so it's a complete waste of energy..these are the two things that I have learned recently.
ReplyDeleteOh, and yay for 7lbs! Good for you!